Nary a cross word

April 25th, 2010 § 8 comments

Two events were to bring home to me the fact that I had finally grown up in the eyes of my parents.

The first was a cri de couer from my mother: she needed my advice on arranging a dinner party for the family’s first meeting with my youngest sister’s prospective mother-in-law, who was a formidable old bat. You have to understand that my mother, although by no means an intellectual (to put it in the kindest way possible!), was the smartest cookie on the block when it came to throwing a party, what to wear on certain occasions, table manners, etiquette and the like. So, to have her ask me, her least favourite daughter, how she should handle a potentially sticky social situation, was HUGE.

My second symbolic rite of passage into adulthood was a phone call from my father, wondering if I might have the solution to a clue in the Irish Times cryptic crossword that had stumped him. My Dad was an out and out genius with crosswords. When he lived in London during the Blitz, he would begin and finish The Times crossword on the 10-minute bus ride between his digs and the Imperial College of Technology, where he was studying for a post-graduate diploma in aeronautical engineering. And he did it while holding up his end in a lively conversation with the friend who told me this little gem at his funeral.

I adored my father, and yearned for his approval. But, somehow, I just never seemed to be able to meet his expectations. I was supposed to be the smart one in the family, the kid everybody expected to breeze through school and on to university, where I would excel and graduate at the top of my class. But the reality was very different. Although my school work was a doddle, I was also a lazy sod, who would go to any lengths rather than study. And even if I did come home from school proudly brandishing a second place in some test or other, my Dad would frown and wonder aloud why first place seemed to be beyond my grasp.

I think he was trying to goad me on to greater effort, in his own extremely undemonstrative way. But it had the opposite effect; there didn’t seem to be any point in trying, since I could never measure up. At least that was how I justified skiving off from classes at every opportunity, hopping the wall of my very expensive private school to meet boys from a nearby school and snog with them in the back row of the cinema. This kind of escapade led to me failing my exams miserably, and prompted the nuns to recommend transfer to boarding school – their polite way of expelling me.

That didn’t work either, and I continued on my merry way, flouting school rules, blowing through my allowance on novels and sweets, failing to pass exams or to matriculate to university. Then I crowned it all by getting myself expelled from the secretarial college where I’d been sent to learn typing and Pitman’s shorthand. This had been my mother’s solution, when my exasperated parents were at a loss as to what they should do with me. (There was no point in hoping I might marry young; when I was only 12 years old, my father told me I would die a spinster, because no man would tolerate such a smart-arse.) Mother felt that a secretarial course would give me skills that would always be useful. (Which indeed they were, thirty years later, when I finally made it through university. I took verbatim lecture notes in Pitman’s, which I would later type up as a memory exercise. I remember that the shorthand intrigued the hell out of one rather dim young woman – who really should have been in typing school rather than university. She leaned over my shoulder in class one day, and asked me why I was taking notes in Arabic!)

As it happened, when Dad called to ask about that crossword clue, I was working as PA to the CEO of a public company. So I guess my mother was proved right, although I ended up there by a circuitous route, through au pair in Germany, shop assistant, barmaid and receptionist in Britain, and a series of dead end temp jobs back in Ireland. And she was proved right yet again, when I emigrated to Canada two decades later. The only job I could find at first was clerical, and my shorthand and typing speeds blew the socks off everyone.

But I digress. You probably lost the thread long ago, but, believe it or not, the topic of this post was supposed to be crosswords. A few months ago, I tweeted something about a cryptic crossword, and a friend of #1 Son responded that, although she considered herself an intelligent person, she just could not do cryptic crosswords. I tweeted her back, something to the effect that all she needed was a wide vocabulary, a mind full of useless information and a slightly twisted perspective on things.

It was just one more brief meeting at the public crossroads that is Twitter, but it struck a chord with me. Although I do a couple of cryptic crosswords every day, and several on weekends, I used to be like my Twitter friend @snosk – at a loss to understand why, although I was widely-read and had a large vocabulary, I just could not do cryptic crosswords. Then, one day, I decided that, although the cryptics were beyond me, I could still enjoy the Simplex crossword, and to hell with the cryptic smart-arses. And guess what? That eejit, Malcolm Gladwell, was right – practice really does make perfect. I’m not sure if I put in 10,000 hours at the Simplex crossword (although it felt like it – secretarial work can be very boring!) but eventually I began to sneak a look above the fold to the cryptic and I discovered I could solve four or five of the clues. That, of course, whetted my appetite and I began to spend more time poring over the cryptic and ignoring the Simplex, until finally, I solved an entire cryptic crossword. I was so proud of myself. And, for the first time in my life, I got the impression that my Dad was proud of me too.

§ 8 Responses to “Nary a cross word”

  • Hattie says:

    I found you via 20th Century Woman. Your story sounds very familiar to me. It is also the story of my mother and aunt! Smart, with parental expectations for us but not much parental encouragement. My daughters have done a lot better for themselves academically.
    But unlike you I still can’t solve those cryptic crosswords, and that makes me feel very stupid.
    Welcome, Hattie, I’m glad you dropped by. Isn’t 20th Century Woman amazing?
    It’s good to hear that you’ve broken the cycle with your daughters. And not solving cryptic crosswords is no reason to feel stupid. There’s a trick to doing them and it involves puns, wordplays and knowledge of the different setters’ “rules.”

  • For what it’s worth, maybe your Dad knew exactly what he was doing in goading you into reaching higher for that ever elusive top rung because you’re surely the smartest person I know. Although I don’t advocate that method, apparently it was effective.
    I think you and Smart Mouth Broad (see below) need to get out a bit more, if you think I’m the smartest person you know. Or you could both try looking in mirrors.

  • JES says:

    Recently, you mentioned in a comment at my place that you (possibly) had an intimidating persona. I bet this thing with crossword puzzles, particularly the cryptics, is one manifestation of that. If, that is, I say, IF you are indeed intimidating. :)

    I do love cryptic puzzles, although I haven’t worked any recently. Ditto acrostics. And oooooh, the real toughies (for me): diagramless crosswords. Have you ever tried those???

    (Btw, I was so happy after seeing this post’s title to find that it really honest-to-God was a post about the puzzles, and not just an inadvertent pun!)
    That I’m intimidating is The First Husband’s response whenever I suggest that someone doesn’t like me. I think I’m a pussy cat!
    I think we have a different perspective on cryptics, John. It sounds like you enjoy the process as much as solving the puzzle. I’m just happy to get the clue sorted! I have tried the diagramless now and again, but I find they’re not really as “cryptic” as the type I like. So I tend to stick with the tried and true, I’m afraid.

  • wisewebwoman says:

    My father was the same, you brought back so many lovely memories though, every night I would sit on the arm of his chair and we would do the Evening Echo Crossword together.
    We also played a lot of Scrabble.
    I gave up on Cryptics and you’ve inspired me to maybe try again.
    Lovely post Tessa, I too was expelled at 15 but taken back when my dad went down to the school to plead my case.
    I salute another Anti-Status Quo-er.
    XO
    WWW
    PS in Ontario approx May 8 – May 22 – are you in town? Stop blowing your nose between now and then…..;^)
    I’m glad I helped bring back some happy memories, WWW. Maybe the nuns would have taken me back, but my father would never have pleaded with them. Having been educated by the Jesuits himself, he loathed all the teaching orders.
    You bet I’m in town from May 8-22. Let me know a date/dates that suit you, and we’ll get together. As my Twitter and Facebook friends know, the nosebleed saga continued over a subsequent weekend, landing me in ER twice, so you’re off the hook! I’ve had the blood vessels cauterized and so far (touch wood) no more problems.

  • Duchess says:

    People are always claiming to laugh out loud at blogs — and I don’t very often. But I did laugh at your fellow student who wanted to know why you took notes in Arabic.

    I wish I could do cryptic crosswords… But I am such a literal person. I don’t think I will ever be good at them.

    Did you know the answer when your Dad called?
    You really are a literal person! Yes, I did know the answer, I’m happy to say. And I didn’t make him look it up, either, in the way that he always made me look up answers to questions!

  • Jan says:

    The taking notes in Arabic slayed me, as well.

    Being an ignorant American, I had to Google “cryptic crosswords” – I am immediately going to find some on the internet and print them out when I get home this evening; they sound as if both Beloved and I will eat them up. Especially since we possess “a wide vocabulary, a mind full of useless information and a slightly twisted perspective on things.”

    At any rate, I have no higher education at all. I grew up in a very blue collar, working class family and was never encouraged to attend college or university – it was straight in to the workforce after high school for me (in fact, I am the only one of my mother’s four children to actually graduate high school). There was a time I resented that, feeling that my intellect was never recognized (certainly never fostered), but I came to terms with it many years ago. I know how smart I am. ;)
    As do all who have ever visited your blog, Jan! Not going to university never bothered me, as long as I lived and worked in Ireland. But it really seemed to matter to people here, so I finally gave in and did it. Although I was always mindful of a good Irish friend who once said to me, “Sure, you could get a degree in jam making in North America!”

  • Your father obviously doesn’t know just how truly valuable a good smart arse is. We are a gosh darn treasure, I tell ya.
    And I’m with Janie, you’re the smartest person I know. So there. :-)

    I’m off to google cryptic crosswords. You’re always sending me off to look up words. See how smart you are.
    See my answer to Janie, above! Takes one smart arse to know another.

  • conortje says:

    I have tonnes of respect for anyone who can do the cryptic crossword. I think my record was four answers once.
    Conortje! I’m thrilled you took the time out of your adventures in Nepal to visit my blog and comment. Hope you’re having a grand time with your Occasionally Glamorous Sister!

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